Just Nothing, NOTHING


On Monday, Aug. 22, 2005 @ 1:35 PM

Well I thought I'd take a minute and update on the things happening in my life.

Ummm, *long thought*, so yea that's about it. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing.

Nothing has happened with the job application I put in over a week ago.

Nothing new has been posted in the paper in a week for job openings.

Nothing is going on with my Mary Kay.
And I don't really care about that right now anyway.

Nothing happened over the weekend.

Nothing, nothing, nothing. Nothing.

Except for one thing. I have been thinking about what I want to do with my life. There are so many ambitions that I used to have. I wanted to be a photographer. A child psychologist. A musician, profressionally of course. The CEO of some big company. Travel. One of my long life's passions, weather person, actually a hurricane specialist. And yea, when I was young I wanted to be an astronaut, olympic figure skater, the first women president, (I actually wrote an essay on that in middle school), and an actress. In fact, I was so dead set on becoming an actress in high school, I actually saved ALL my loose change for three years and I was going to go to New York City to go to the school of arts. Yes, I'm a very artsy person. It's in my blood. So now that I have graduated college, and hold a degree in Business Management, I have no clue what to do. I got the degree because I thought, well, that will land me a good paying job and I can work on what I really want to do on the side. But does that ever really happen? I don't think so. I mean I have had that degree since April, and I don't even have that really good paying job yet. It really sucks! I want and need a job so badly, and I'm eager to go back to work, but this town sucks so freaking bad! Believe it or not, I have actually been told that I'm OVER qualified for the position in which I was applying for. This pissed me off. I said "hey I don't care" I mean hell, I'll take what I can get, but people still don't hire me, and they say it's because they can't pay me what I'm worth. Ugh, whatever.

So, yea, I'm just job hunting. And nothing else is going on. However, I will say that today was "family day" at the husband's work. Which means that all the nice little military wives and thier kids get to go to work with their wonderful husbands. It wasn't as bad as I thought. I mean I still had to get into "military wife" character and plater on my fake smile adn do my fake laugh, but it was nice. My husband's commander asked for me personally to come to his office and talk with him, so that was when I really plastered on the military wife act. I don't wanna piss that man off. I mean I'm not scared of him, I'm not scared of any of the military people anymore. And he's a nice guy, but I don't wanna be on his shit list if you know what I mean, and I don't want the husband on his shit list either. So anyway, there you have it. My day in a nutshell. Now I have to get to the housework and be the "housewife" and try to be the patient "stay-at-home-mom". Boy doesn't that sound like fun? Well, it is. Damn, I need to get out more often.

Lastly, I was telling Kailee about our trip home in December, and I told her we were gonna fly through Las Vegas and California. She thought Las Vegas was where her school was. Funny huh?

Okay have a good one everyone.



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